HayaG

just went one step higher! ;p

weirdness

it's weird...

now that i write for a living, i find it hard to write on my own blog.

PusH

if you knew you'd only end up hurting someone, doesn't it make sense to put more effort in trying to be more than what you are instead of simply pushing that person away?
why risk losing someone who loves you when you have nothing to lose in the first place? is it too much to love somebody back?
but then again,
we can NEVER dictate the heart to be rational.

Trapped

in our desire to make things simple
we end up with more complexities in our lives
in our search to face the truth
we somehow bind ourselves in lies
we long for the light to save us
yet we prefer to remain in the dark prisons that we create...

YouR WoRds

open your mouth to speak and i'd listen
i can take your stories of life
i can take your troubles and worries
i can take your anger towards people i barely know
open your mouth and speak about me and i'd freeze up
you can't just expect someone to listen and not feel anything
no one can control their emotions. they just hide them.
no one can be as strong as you are.
you see, "sticks and stones can break my bones"
and you think like that nursery rhyme that "words can never hurt me"
but it did. your words did.
and your words sting like hell...
words don't hurt me - words can kill my soul

DamseL in Distress

he found me as an amazon princess
strong, free and having the world on her feet
little did he know -
that my independence was caused by my dealing with people at an arm's length
my fierceness was an act to protect myself from people who want to hurt me
my maturity came from lessons that scarred me in the past
little did he know that i was no warrior
i'm just a damsel in distress...
walking around with a stone cold heart

BeiNg TheRe

i always thought i don't deserve you. therefore i strive so hard to be the girl you deserve.
i'd do anything to please you. i try to make you proud of me.
i was willing to forget myself - to a point where i sometimes get burned out, trying to be someone i'm not.

and all the while - the only thing you needed was my presence....

Just Got Lucky

lately, i have been feeling a sort of inner sense of peace.
i just feel so light and happy
the things that used to bother me seem so far away...
it tells me that this is what i am meant to be like
and the things i do is what i am born to do
i actually feel like i belong.

p.s.
everything seems to be looking up for me now. *fingers crossed

Density Overboard

How come some people can't get the obvious?
Do you actually have to slap reality in their faces?
Scramble their brains in the hopes that they would re-function?
I hate it when I'm forced to be rude

Someone had her Night Out Again

there's something about drinking that somehow makes me feel closer to my friends. it's not the alcohol that's addicting - it's the bond and memories you form over the drinks.

cheers!


p.s.
here's some nerdy talk for you:
alcoholic fruit drinks can be good for you. research shows that any colored fruit might be made even more healthy with the addition of a splash of alcohol.

Adding ethanol - the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequila and other spirits - boosted the antioxidant nutrients in strawberries and blackberries.

- Journal of the Science of Food and Agriculture

ciao!